brodymoore

hello evryone... i don't know what to do anymore... i'm like stuck in a rut in my life and i can't seem to get out. i'm like bored with everything and everyone. i want an escape from this place and its horrible people! don't get me wrong i love my friends and most of my family but fuck!! i'm tired...

 why is it the one thing worth living for, worth fighting for, worth DYING for...is the one thing i can't seem to get right?   i'm tired of being a screw up and all the things that come with the territory... i know i should be happy and grateful for all the wonderful things i have and that other kids have it way worse than i do but i can't! even my mom's miserable here. she wants to move away and go to some far off land and start over and to get away from all the mooching relatives... i kinda wanna go to LA or something... but i don't think i could leave Marla and Jackie. they mean too much and i like it how they smile and laugh with me instead of AT me... egh...i'm gonna go puke. i feel sick...

-jackie